It hurts.
Apr 29, 2012
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Hi you. Been so long leaving this and now im back to expressed my feelings. Nowaday i do cheer up myself. I feel so tired and stress maybe. Yes i have many friends who keep laughing wip me but it doesnt complete if the one who keep put a smile on me doesnt appear when i need. Well i know you're having a problem which myself dont know what kind of it. Im fragile,almost every night i've been cried because of myself and you. I cant understand what you're going through as i dont know anything. We are together,i do hear anything from you,your problems. So do share. You keep telling that you are okay but your heart says no. Me feels the same sayang.
I keep persevere myself to walk on my day. I start my day with smile and laugh which hide thousands meaning. Im missing you all the time. I often being left by you,you make me waiting all day. I hate waiting,damn hate. I need an attention from you. Please,do appreciate me as im tired being in this. I think i need more patience.
Act,there's sooo many things i wanna let you know. Since you are not in mood all the time,i decided to keep it till you gets better. But now,i dont know what your situation,how do you feel. You keep silence. Sometimes,i wonder who am i to you. Am i important to you? Am i needed for a certain time only? I always have a bad thinking,never thinks a good. Im sorry but this the truth.
Besides my bestfriend,Zafirah,you're the one who i cant live without. I feel sooo down and lifeless without both you. Note that. Till here.
